i can look at the beautiful people i know, i see their pictures, i read their letters, i relive the memories. and i want it, i want the feeling of joy and love around me at all times. im sure in my mind im skipping a lot of details, but i just wish that i could somehow be with/and there for everyone i love, but i cant. i try, but i fall out on my face, back to myself and my own problems.
i am tired of being lonely, i am tired of feeling so desperate and deprived and reaching out for nothing. its no way to live. i cant explain how much i miss the people i love, it makes my body ache.
love,
b.
3 comments:
Brent, you're a tight brother. I wish I had something to say that could make you feel better; sometimes words don't always cut it. You always made me feel like I fit in when you were around and that meant a lot to me.
http://www.buildabear.com/
This will cheer you up
myke, i want to hang out more. we never really got to as much we should have. ha. fitting in in rexburg is a bad thing!
it didnt do the trick zach, and my credit card is now maxed out. ugh.
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