Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Happiness as a choice.

Sometimes, 'fulfillment' and 'happiness' have much more to do with our internal place than external place.

While driving to Park City yesterday for a show, I was driving off I-80. Now for me, this road bears bizarre but significant symbolism in my own life. This road connects the midwest, where my dear friends and parents are, to Utah, and where I am right now. When I lived in Idaho I would take I-80 to get back and forth from Illinois the few times I made this long drive. It's like a gateway that connects the two spots my life has been based. These longs drives have always been filled with nostalgia and feeling. I turned my signal, though I immediately realized I was heading east on I-80. I did not want to get off. After nearly 8 months of longing to be here, I suddenly want to be there. We often think happiness is a milestone that will be achived after something comes about, but its obvious to me, that its much more than that. Sometimes, its much more than that
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5 comments:

Myke said...

The grass is always greener... don't you hate that?

Quinn the Eskimo said...

I80 is where I received my first two speeding tickets, but your post convinced me that it is not the root of all evil

Miranda S. Murdock said...

Yeah I now have to take the 80 back to Rexburg from the bay area... I kinda miss Rexburg which is really weird to say. I hope you are doing good. I love you Brent!

Rachael Thomas said...

Hey this is Rachael from Rexburg, I don't know if you remember me. But I agree with your comment that sometimes happiness being only an expected milestone. It's hard to just choose to be happy. Happiness is a complex thing sometimes. I remember that same road. This post makes me miss Rexburg.

Brent Colbert said...

i remember you rachel. DOI!