life is going ok here, its all new, its all different, its not better, its not worse, just different. though some of the things you try to leave just follow you, or sneak in my luggage, not sure how, but i still have the same slate to deal with, but with the blessing of a new perspective and new priority. once that candle burns down, your left with the same feeling that your in the same spot you were, even if progress was made, we dont want it, we want everything to go to its "right place" and us be a 100% new person. It doesn't seem to go that way though.
most days its just hard to be still and be satisfied, we have so many reasons to be though, and to continually work toward improvements.
and though life is short, we still have plenty of time, so relax dude.
